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Jupiter and running.
Faith rules my life. God does. We have this deal—the universe and I. I fully surrender. And every day, I do something that scares me....
2 days ago2 min read


Is the world there if you are not observing it ?
Is the world there if you are not observing it ? Now that my phone is off, I can focus on more important subjects, like God and silence....
5 days ago3 min read


Heart and Logos
Heart & Logos. Now the mind is going to tell us something about the heart . The reason for that is the fact that mind uses words to...
Apr 182 min read


Gratitude letter to God. 1.01.25
Gratitude letter to God. Aguamadera, Ibiza 1st of January, 2025 Ibiza Heavenly Father, Thank You for the blessing of being alive,...
Apr 155 min read


Trace your footsteps to know where to go next.
Why are you here now? Trace your steps and look around. This one is going to be different, because I am different. The first sentence of...
Apr 154 min read


turning Karma into Kriya
Eighth of August, 2024888 Babaji's Ashram in Quebec, 2:22 p.m. "Closer to God" May peace rule the world. May all beings be happy and...
Apr 124 min read


Ashram in Quebec. ´08´24
7th of August, 20246 a.m. sunrise at Babaji's Ashram in Quebec Second day of my moon cycle. I was fasting and observing silence...
Apr 115 min read


Patience and discipline - how to overcome moods.
Make one decision to eliminate 1,000 decisions. Timing is more important than time. I changed my name. Do I feel any difference? The day...
Apr 103 min read


Ibiza - Quebec. The importance of letting go.
The 26th of July, 2024 Gran Hotel Ibiza Margot is here. We are taking photos for the blog, and it feels really awkward to be in front of...
Apr 83 min read


Gran Hotel Ibiza - July ´24
Gran Hotel Ibiza . Sunday, 28th of July, 2024 Self-love. Silence is self-love. Pancakes with spinach, cheese, and mushrooms. A bowl of...
Apr 73 min read


Self Realization Fellowship : Hong-Sau.
Mar Y Sal , Tuesday, 16th of July, 2024 Thank you, God, for everything. I am so grateful for Your stronger and stronger presence in my...
Apr 65 min read


Samadhi and psychotic states. ´07´24
It is Sunday, 14th of July, 2024 , 1:08 a.m. I just held japamala for protection in my left hand. Familiar shaking is about to stop, and...
Apr 55 min read


Mar Y Sal. July ´24. Illusion of lack of progress.
Silence and Meditation Arise, awake and sleep not till the goal is reached. Unrestrained pursuit of self-interest is the only rational...
Apr 45 min read


Birthday of Lord Krishna
Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare, Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare Happy birthday, Lord Krishna . I...
Mar 293 min read


Serenity Prayer in the Temazcal. ´08´23
Karmik, Temazcal & Elisabeth Haich Sunday, 27th of August, 2023 New moon, a new cycle begins. My period just ended. I Am that I Am....
Mar 274 min read


Mother Divine- Lalitha
Mother Divine - Tripura Sundari Listening to Lalita Ashtotram , my thoughts traveled toward the Mother Divine. Maybe I could include her...
Mar 223 min read


RAM. Sada Shiva Dam. Amsterdam, June ‘24
RAM. June ‘24, Amsterdam “There is no religion higher than the truth.” – H.P. Blavatsky “Abuse she is accustomed to. Calumny she is daily...
Mar 154 min read


Agni & Svaha ( aka Gösta & Patrick )
Am I Asleep or Am I Awake? Opus Dei. Gösta. Svaha Yoga Amsterdam. “Are you from Opus Dei?” Gösta asked, seeing me dressed in all white...
Mar 94 min read


Jeremie became AUM. You’re not from here. 3.03.2025
You’re not from here. Jeremie Became AUM: A Reflection on Grief and Transformation Monday, March 3rd, 2025. On my way to Svaha Yoga ...
Mar 44 min read


You are an alien
Costa Rica, February 2025 May you be happy and free from suffering. This is how the universe works, in case you wondered: Everything is...
Feb 282 min read


Jacob’s Ladder
Raffles at Zorlu Istanbul, 10.02.2025 A year later, I am here again, on my yoga mat with Yara Ulcay , tears of gratitude falling off my...
Feb 194 min read


Kumbh Mela 2025
1/144 - Celebration of Life. The original Burning Man organised by DJ Jupiter. The biggest pilgrimage and spiritual gathering on the...
Feb 163 min read


Pacha Mama
After listening to Rudolf Steiner during my massage, I made the decision to return to the yoga teacher training course I had started....
Jan 283 min read


The new Digital World
Friday 25th of January 2025 Hi, it's Margot. And just like that, I’ve started something new. Surya Dev has been replaced with the hum of...
Jan 261 min read


Harvest Kaplankaya - May 2025
Harvest Kaplankaya This is a special one. 12.01.2025 After 2 weeks in Ibiza in search for a perfect home I am back in Istanbul to pick up...
Jan 215 min read


Irreplaceable- Himalayas
IRREPLACEABLE Wednesday 20th of November 2024 Ananda in the Himalayas And just like that, I am in the Himalayas. Surya Dev is warming...
Jan 113 min read


A call to prayer
A call to prayer ¨I¨ as Viviana do not exist. There is a body born in Poznan that serves as a vessel for experiences to something from...
Jan 43 min read


I love you my Dear India
I love you my dear India 19.11.2024 CDG-DEL On my way to Delhi . Grateful for the privilege. It is 01:01 on the 19th of November, and...
Dec 24, 20244 min read


dead or alive ? remember me.
Remember me. It is Friday, 1st of November 2024 6am I'm really uncertain whether I'm dead or am I alive? My body is in pain. All of my...
Dec 22, 202411 min read


Harvest Moon
18th of October, 2024 It is Friday. I am writing. Full moon. It is 8am and her beauty is overwhelming. She was with me all night, shining...
Dec 18, 20242 min read


She moves me
I started reading The Tibetan Book of the Dead yesterday. It was so funny as I just sent the post to Margot, saying that I will not...
Dec 12, 20244 min read


In search of the miraculous
I keep thinking about all the Masters I met on my path, wondering what I must have done in my past lifetimes to get this privilege. I am...
Dec 5, 20245 min read


Lila
Lila - The Divine Play of God. I am writing this funny book of mine. I was thinking to publish it and gift it to the people I love for...
Nov 26, 20244 min read


Diamonds
Diamonds. I am looking at a diamond ring, an expensive diamond ring. Send me a message if You´d like to buy it. All the little diamonds...
Nov 19, 20243 min read


Baba Sings
Baba Sings It's Friday, 27th of September 2024 8:55pm I am in Sochi, Russia. Just got out of the bath where I was crying, missing my...
Nov 18, 20245 min read


Suryaloka
22.10.2024, 9:00 am, Tuesday Nobu Hotel, Ibiza This morning, while sitting in silence, mentally whispering Hong Sau and holding a picture...
Nov 11, 20245 min read


Lost & Found
Lost & Found IBIZA. I was introduced to myself here. To the sacred medicines. I spent a lot of time in the spirit realm. Exploring the...
Nov 5, 20248 min read


Alma
ALMA I am walking back from Portinatx I'm going back to Six Senses after eating two packets of Haribo that seem to be sponsoring this...
Nov 4, 20245 min read


MONA LISA
When we practice yoga, we draw in ether. In space, lines of sacred geometry will create forms. I bet some of you didn't know it. Don't...
Nov 2, 20245 min read


GAJUMARU
My spirit wants to soar. Wants to be in the mountains. I might have some crazy ideas. I want to go to Himalayas and search for an ashram,...
Oct 24, 20246 min read


WEI WU WEI
Wei Wu Wei It’s an art of sailing, not an art of rowing. 22.09.2024 23 months later I am flying to the Source of Inspiration. Thank...
Oct 22, 20245 min read


EVERY BREATHE YOU TAKE
Every Breathe You Take The music was absent In my life for many months. I opened a playlist curated by a friend of mine and somehow it...
Oct 18, 20244 min read


HOLYwood
6.10.24 HOLYwood. Thou and I are ONE. Infinity Clinic Istanbul Waiting in the garden admiring the collection of sculptures called...
Oct 15, 20245 min read


EDEN
OK. This is going to be interesting. Let’s go. 5.10.2024 Istanbul Exactly 2 years ago, in solitude and no supervision, I took 250 grams...
Oct 12, 20244 min read


BREATHLESS
BREATHLESS . Morning practice of 42 KRIYAS left me in tears. Kriya nr 42. The breathless state. What if this is, in fact, my last life...
Oct 11, 20247 min read


Jerusalema
Om Mani Padme Hum Oh, ADA ! Thank you! There is this guy Pepe , who’s friends with some vultures. He looks fairly normal, until you...
Oct 10, 20243 min read


Internal flight - Ada Divine Awakening
internal flight - Ada Divine Awakening Ada, to nie wypada! Podgorica airport 19.09.24 Estas nailed it as usual. No words can express...
Oct 9, 20243 min read


OM
OM . Sanskrit. The cosmic language from which all languages originated from. It’s made from yoga poses. They are dancing letters that...
Oct 8, 20246 min read


Inception
INCEPTION. I read a short book about initiatic path , written by Dion Fortune . It was found in the esoteric bookstore in Milan . It...
Oct 7, 20243 min read


Belle in Milan
It is Wednesday, 21st of August ´24 I am in Milan. I am happening. Looking at the Cathedral and understanding that she is I and I am...
Oct 6, 20248 min read
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