Lila

Lila - The Divine Play of God.

I am writing this funny book of mine.

I was thinking to publish it and gift it to the people I love for Christmas so they can understand me better.

Here you go, let´s assume it’s Christmas today.

I was thinking, what would be a radical thing to do today if I had only six months to live? 

I was told I'm gonna live only until 42 and so if I had six months to live, what else would I like to do? 

I would like to probably go to Himalayas and hang out with the immortals and learn some stuff from them before I cross to the other side. 

I would like to see some aliens and activate my energetic ears. 

I would love to see a cave changing into a room.

I would feel so honored to meet the great brotherhood of light, the Great White Brotherhood. 

Master mentioned the purple light of St Germain today.

The 7th ray.

I felt something like that once during my kriya practice maybe a year ago, when I was doing the standing 42 kriyas with Khadija.

I felt like I could leave the world behind and just go look for Kamar Taj somewhere in the mountains. 

Look for the Sylvana, for Shambhala. 

And I was thinking about all the Mountaineers that lost their life to the mountains, maybe they all live there as a reward for their bravery.

Maybe there is a place where all incredible beings live today.

Maybe everyone is on earth and earth is home to all beings that ever existed.

Maybe she's so lonely and traveling in this solar system, looking for other life.

Maybe all forms of consciousness are sheltering here?

An orphanage for all beings from planets that burned or run out of water or sources to live?

Maybe we are, as a Planet, Miss Peregrine´s home for peculiar children?

I don't know.

I was reflecting on my journey from two years ago.

There's this place here called Moja Rossija. 

It's like a mini Russia ethnopark. 

Very cute.

There's this one door number 108 and it says ¨staff only¨.

Hey, Spirit, I am staff now, aren’t I ?

Just show me.

If you don't know what 108 means, maybe you should look it up.

Everything is magic.

I met this lady, Vera. 

She has a shop that sells different honeys. 

I tried the most delicious honeys there. 

I'm gonna shop for them tomorrow, maybe, and try to replace sugar in my life with that honey. 

There was also a lady making candles the old fashioned way. 

I felt it. It was so beautiful to see her make them.

God is everywhere.

You can meet him at every corner of your life, wherever you go.

If you are like me and perceived death and met some demons who claim to be the source of all evil

and laughing that there is no God and there is only evil, it's tricky at the beginning.

What if that's true? 

Cannot be true? 

There can be only God,  because this is a Lila and it's a dream. 

Nothing really happens, no one gets hurt, and it's just a virtual reality game created by higher consciousness for spirits to evolve.

Maybe there is nothing to be upset about.

Maybe none of the pain we experience is real.

Maybe no one ever hurt us. 

Maybe we never hurt anyone. 

Maybe it's just mastery of emotions. 

Maybe it's the mastery of traumas to be able to ascend to higher and higher levels and learn more and more advanced teachings of creation, preservation and destruction of the universe.

Maybe this is how consciousness evolves.

By difficulties.

Maybe it's the only way that it evolves.

Hard to say.

I continue playing with this ring.

There's almost no money left in my account.

I gave my engagement ring and an expensive watch and a bracelet for sale. 

They are now in the States, together with my friend.

There are some investments I made.

I am angry a little bit.

Thankful to the money that I have to be working continuously and that it's always present with me whenever I need it. 

Now I'm going through these test results.

I need to find out what's going on in my body,

I bought this very expensive therapy in Turkey.

I hope that this jewellery will get sold so I can pay for my expenses.

Last year, when I had no money, I was lucky to receive an inheritance from my grandparents that saved my life. 

I've been living off my savings for the last four years.

I sold both of my apartments.

The jewellery was the last to go.

Now I don't have anything else to sell.

I invested everything in myself.

And cryptocurrencies.

I'm pretty sure it was the right thing to do.

Even if I loose everything, but I have God, I have everything.

I also rely on myself. 

I know I'm very talented.

I am writing a blog. 

It makes me happy. 

I am writing a book.

I applied for TEDxDaltVilla.

All of that I do for fun.

Lila.

I am going to share what I know with others.

I'm a consultant.

I teach people how to create reality.

How to curate reality of your dreams.

What is the reality of my dreams?

Wealth is an aspect of it.

I am spoiled rotten.

I always was.

I continue to be like that.

Now I create wealth so I can share it and create incredible things.

Support Kriya Yoga centres.

Maybe one day I'll become a teacher.

I don't know. 

Maybe I will have to shave my head and live in the mountains. 

I don't know what is my dharma. 

It was not revealed to me yet. 

I have to wait until I am ready, and then my master will tell me.

Maybe even in this life.

I'm so lucky to have one.

I was thinking, what can I do with this ring? 

I don't know.

For now, I just wear it. 

It's beautiful. 

I hope it will find another amazing finger to live on and gain new experiences.

All is alive. 

You are.

Take a deep breath in.

Out.

AUM.