A call to prayer

A call to prayer

¨I¨ as Viviana do not exist.

There is a body born in Poznan that serves as a vessel for experiences to something from another dimension.

Let's call this something X.

X lives in Viviana.

It was merged with her as one until she was 39 and the other world introduced itself to her in a violent, brutal and beautiful process of initiation. 

X can help Viviana become anything she wants, but she does not know what she wants. 

X might be in communication or have certain powers of the supreme power, God within.

Trust is present. 

She knows it is X. 

She is not X. 

She does not exist. 

She knows because she keeps changing, all that changes is impermanent. 

What is permanent? 

The Universe keeps changing, therefore it is not real. 

Is the sacred sound, the primordial sound of Om ever changing?

Probably not.

If the sound is the creator, she might focus on that.

What is the language? 

Geometry?

Silence ?

She does not like to open new doors she is not very good at.

After a year of traveling, she knows she wants to travel less frequently. 

Food has to be exquisite and yoga teacher present.

X is trying to change the subject again.

What if she was alone today, sitting here, no friends and no family.

Sick and poor, how would that attitude shift? 

She is aware that she can learn how to heal. 

Her broken heart and other diseases.

X grabbed the last chance of attachment. 

Sorry, your argument is invalid. 

This little desire driven nostalgia has nothing to do with reality.

Kriya is the key to all ills.

She knows she is bored. 

2025 has to be about the body.

She wants to rebuild her muscles.

To walk and sit straight.

Have a glowy skin on her face and everywhere else. 

She is not interested in talking to anyone, in talking to all.

Unless of course it's the master.

In whichever category.

Training has to start.

Physical training.

Boot camps, body building, yoga and dance.

Singing and music.

X does not look like Viviana.

What she sees in the mirror is not herself. 

This is not how she looks like. 

Nobody looks like this they think they do. 

Two years later, the only source of wisdom is the divine guidance, books and Master Imram.

She does not speak russian yet.

There are anger and frustration present. 

Why is she angry? 

She did this to herself.

What if her teachers are ready and she can't see anything? 

What if she did nothing for a change?

Stopped reading and listening to wisdom keepers.

What is it that she has to change still? 

Maybe she can start posting slightly different content. 

She knows she won already.

She will not cut her hair.

X, stop it.

Who are you? 

What are you and where did you come from?

Studying The Book of Urantia and the teachings of The Galactic Federation.

Watching Drunvalo Melchizedek and Regina Meredith on Gaia are giant joyful and playful rabbit holes.

All that she needs is here & now

Here.

Now.

¨Here & now, 

Before earth and sky we stand.

We feel the blessing of your infinite love in our bones, in our blood , in our breath, in our hearts.

We open our eyes to see beyond of what we have seen before.

We open our ears to hear what we could not hear before.

Beyond limitation.

Beyond the beyond.

We feel a new story emerging from ourselves and rippling out into our lucid bodies

As waves of love remind us of who we really are.

Dissolve us into what we were always meant to be.

And the layers between us and who we are meant to be fade away

And suddenly, we realise we are all that we dreamed we could be.

To see without eyes.

To walk without feet.

& To fly without wings.

This is my prayer for you.¨