HOLYwood
- viviana.czapracka.gogacz
- Oct 15, 2024
- 5 min read
6.10.24 HOLYwood.
Waiting in the garden admiring the collection of sculptures called RESILIENCE by Zeynep Kocan.
Another week begins under protection of the Divine Mother.
Maa Skandamata, named after her son, Skanda (Kartikeya) teaches us purity and detachment from worldly distractions.
Her color is yellow and one should center their attention on her the whole day ( or for the rest of your life! )
I’m wearing blue because in my wardrobe there is only white and baby blue left as a result of dramatical changes in life that ultimately lead to less drama.
Listening to Kimberly Snyder on Know Thyself podcast I am laughing how the wave of synchronicities continues.
KRIYA’s Angels everywhere.
I felt just like her when I read the Holy Science by Sri Yukterswar Giri for the first time.
My attention was pulled towards the chapter about digestion and teeth.
I was explaining yesterday to my 7 year old daughter why I finally became vegetarian.
That book helped me enormously in the decision process.
About many other things too.
Being raised on pork and sausages it is difficult for me to let go of both meat and fish in one move.
For few months on pasta and bread I ended up here - luckily Ranadhira showed up with his slow juice machine to help me pack this cute meat suit of mine with tons of vitamins.
40 days juice detox seems impossible but isn’t it just that : I’M POSSIBLE ?
What if I actually did it ?
How would that feel ?
Maybe next year I could do 40 day water fast.
Maybe 2 years from now I could become a breatharian ?
Maybe maybe maybe.
Time will show.
Today is Monday.
What is it that I can do today that will impact my future most ?
The answer is easy and always the same.
Just practice Kriya.
I’m packing my calendar to the max so I don’t have too much time to think about food.
Thanks to Sri Yukteswar I know that I am a frugivore, so is the rest of humanity.
Our teeth and nails show us that we are not meant to eat meat.
How human reacts to fresh blood and fresh meat tells us everything we need to know.
If you analyse the length of the digestive tract you realise that proportions of it towards the length of the body were counted wrongly - we should be counting from the mouth to the anus, than it all makes sense.
We thrive on vegetables and fruits - sattvic diet is highly recommended for all those who wish to be healthy, live long and enjoy the clarity of mind & vision.
I must say that removing meat and fish from my diet allowed for better connection with my breath and in meditation, I felt that communication with the invisible increases once you limit your intake of animal flesh.
That’s the main reason I am doing this : devotion.
As usual I am testing human potential in new ways - I want to know my truth.
My wish is to tap to the unknown potential of this incredible vehicle I live in.
I have this friend in Ibiza that I admire very much and I remember her sharing the story of how she ended up wanting to try the grandmother for the first time just so she can lift more.
I understand her.
Love is in the air.
There is nothing else really.
“I ordered you through SathyaSai.com” I heard in the podcast of Devi Mohan as I walked back from the clinic.
She was describing how her husband was sent to her through the divine grace of the Masters, I could not stop laughing.
It’s a playful bunch, these guys flying around in robes on various planes of existence.
They’ve seen a lot so I guess they have a right to mess with us all the time.
Once you get to know them they are quite charming.
At the beginning it seems rather intimidating and at times you wonder “how did I deserve this grace” or “why am I being punished like that” but with time you realise it’s all LILA - divine play of God and you co-created the whole thing so it’s better to shut up and continue your Sadhana.
Being in contact with one or many of Divine beings it’s like winning a golden ticket at the Wonka Chocolate Factory.
You get invited on an incredible ride.
It’s very entertaining, risky at times and the worst scenario is that you might die, but as you go, you discover than death is not what you thought it was so you approach reality with an open heart and prayer hoping that Heavenly Father finds you cute and might grant few more breaths after all.
Divine Mother.
What if she’s really within me?
What a responsibility.
I hope she likes popcorn.
Drinking green juice, it’s almost 4pm.
I finished my practice and in Savasana question came : what is it that you really want ?
The truth is I have no idea.
To be a teacher I guess.
I remember even in elementary school I was thinking : what a boring career, to be a teacher.
At that time my understanding of what that really meant was very limited.
It still is.
Today when I observe living masters it makes me think of what an incredible life of service they lead and how demanding this must be, to be a Guru.
Are you allowed to make any mistakes ?
One thing is certain : at some point on this path there is no return.
You must continue.
As your power grows, so your responsibilities.
You are given task after task and most of times you think you choose them yourself, but you really don’t.
Tests appear on your path to check how selfcentered you still are, how do you manage your emotions, what are your true priorities.
We might think one thing and life verifies very quickly whether the belief matches behaviour.
I’m looking at my books, empty agenda for 3 months hanging on the wall in front of me.
I wish I was like Osho - no planning at all.
Luckily I do not run my own spiritual community yet.
My calendar evolves around my little munchkin and her holidays.
What a year.
3 months to go.
I wonder how epic it’s gonna be and what surprises The Marvel Team has in store for me this winter.
I live in HOLYwood now I guess.
Oh well.
