Trace your footsteps to know where to go next.

Why are you here now? Trace your steps and look around.

This one is going to be different, because I am different.

The first sentence of this page tells me that the writings here do not belong to me in the first place, as

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I AM.

Everything else other than this is a complete illusion—both personality and ego.Being a human, why would one limit themselves?

I AM.

It’s a questionable statement, since the I AM is always silent and makes no stupid claims, as it's there always and does not need to prove anything to anyone.

This false self, as it appears, continues to be moody, eat Haribo, and burst in anger.Emotions run around like little kids.

Everything needs discipline—even God.

Meditation is a process during which some magic happens.It is not tangible until it is.

Take a breath—in and out—List all the lies you’ve been telling yourself and see where that might take you.

What does self-love mean in this very moment?

Writing. 

Paper and its infinite patience.Thank you.

Cause and effect are non-linear, and my previous experiences and choices should not be influencing my present or future.

I am still here and see absolutely nothing.All walls are illusory.

However, I am still limited by my conditioning and previous experiences.

I am in Ibiza.Why am I here?

Which decisions led me to be here?

Yes, she is my beloved too. 

But why am I here now?

I could have been in India with Master.

I decided not to go to Puttaparthi because my feeling in India told me that it is not my environment and that I do not wish to work against myself.

I went to Egypt for 12 December, and from there to Istanbul.

I spent Christmas in Poland and arrived in Ibiza looking for a new home.

Even if I didn’t yet fully comprehend the will of the Divine, I will soon.

If today the world disappeared and I was alone—Where would I go?

If I was sick and in poverty with no friends around, what would I do?

If it was two years ago and I was still in Cita, where did my thoughts go?

I was desperate.

Then I remember—I asked for help, and I received it.

I was swimming in the cold pool and doing Pilates every day, walking to Mirador and praying, practicing yoga with Isabel and reading Yoga and Sexual Energy by Elisabeth Haich.

I was eating crap, had a lot of sugar cravings, and fear was present.

A year ago, I was in Costa Rica, sitting by the fire, learning about the Toltec tradition in Zunya and practicing yoga, dancing, and praying.

I was watching TV series about Jesus, and it was a happy time.

Today.

I am here now.

It is all happening now.

I gave a promise not to work until March 2025, and totally focus on Kriya Yoga.

I feel anxiety around finances, but it is more about gaining realization that I already am fully independent and that I shall focus on creating beauty and art and forget about money, because my generosity is going to pay me back billion-fold.

The only power of prayer that works is the prayer of gratitude.

What is the most important?God and breath.

Add one good habit.Remove one bad habit.

Plan some silence.

God knows everything, hears everything.The whisper of your heart is Him Himself.

One has to follow love and bliss.

Chasing the invisible allows understanding that the hidden mysteries of life have their ways to manifest.

Today, on the last day of the year, I can only laugh about not knowing.

Today, I wish to let go of some lies that are still lingering in my field.

There is zero dependency on others and 100% dependency on God.

My intention is to limit asking for anything and allow God to provide everything that is necessary in all forms.

If every time I wish to ask for something, I can instead take one action towards my independence.

Imagine if I devoted all that time to educating myself and actually allocating time to create content, write, read, and listen.

Imagine I organised a retreat in Ibiza around crypto and wealth creation that could support others.

My intention is to help Kriya Yoga in all the ways I can.

Viviana, focus.

It is the last day of the year. 

It is important to write down what you are ready to let go of and create some sankalpa.

Shall I speak at the Harvest?Shall I build an ashram or community?

What is it that is truly important?

Again:God and breath.Joy and fulfillment.Yoga.

My body.The body.

The body I live in this lifetime needs support.Better food and better training.

What is the sankalpa that can serve me?

What can I do for 30 days that would radically change my situation?

Do the AI course.Investigate hidden features of Apple.Watch one hour of crypto philosophy every day.Listen to the Divine and buy Bitcoin whenever I can.

Implement a new food regime of skipping dinner on Monday in honour of myself and Lord Shiva.

Add one good habit by removing one bad habit.

Plan some silence as soon as possible.

Of course, out of all of these, I´ll just practice some Kriya.

What a paradox.

This one thing determines EVERYTHING and with it, nothing else matters.