turning Karma into Kriya

Eighth of August, 2024888

Babaji's Ashram in Quebec, 2:22 p.m.

"Closer to God"

May peace rule the world.

May all beings be happy and free.

May the sick heal and the healthy self-realize.

God, protect all life on this planet, forgive unconscious choices, and lead us all from darkness to light.

May we all hear Your whisper.

May we all be permitted to go back to the Source through the path with as few thorns as necessary.

Lord, please hear my prayer.

Please allow me to feel You within me, hear You within me, see and taste You within me.

Please eradicate all vices that still impede my progress.

May I act as Your divine instrument.

God, please turn me into an incarnation of joy, which seems to be You—Ananda.

On this special day that I celebrate with bread, butter, and milk, please allow me to receive what I came here for.

Thank You for allowing me to witness all aspects of the Divine in these serene surroundings.

Initiation – Level One, Babaji’s Kriya Yoga

Dear God, why did You invite me here?

Tantra means web.

Thank You for allowing another day of rest and reflection.

This is all a result of my choices.

I am writing this to clarify my intentions to the divine realm.

I feel that my mind is restless today.

Ego feels frustrated.

I am here to receive initiation.

My guru allowed me to spend time here so I can understand myself and the world around me better.

I am here to realize how much luck and good karma is behind me, how fortunate I am to lead the life I live, how unique my perspective is.

Books on my desk are waiting as usual.

My diet has improved.

I swam four circles this morning.

I practiced Kriya Yoga.

I called Lila and sat by the fire.

I am here for the teachings, not for the teacher.

My teacher is in my heart.

I continue to share my resources with others who are less fortunate.

There are six months ahead of me in which I promised not to work.

I am held by the universe.

I can do this.

Absolute trust in the Creator.

I must let go of jealousy and resentment.

I am working very hard.

Today is Friday, and I took care of myself.

I swam.

I slept.

I continued to pray.

I posted something very raw and honest.

There are still a few hours ahead of me.

How can I spend them best?

I confirmed my participation in the Silent Retreat at Lake Shrine next week.

I am going to learn concentration this week, and I am here to study.

This is my path.

Kriya Yoga is my truth.

My heart is at peace.

My mind is restless because the teacher is not presenting in the way I was hoping to witness.

Going to L.A. will allow me to see whether I like it.

I will be in silence for four days.

I will see Lila, and we will go to Disneyland.

August is going to be the best month of my life, because I will learn new techniques of meditation and concentrationand connect with my inner world.

As I finish this notebook today, another stage of my development is finished.

I got to know myself a little bit better.

I love myself more.

I accept myself more—with all flaws.

I am in a relationship.

God sent an incredible man my way who loves and cares for me in all ways he can.

I am healthy and in the exact moment in time to reach greatness.

I am surfing on a golden wave of God and allowing life to unravel its mysteries.

My willpower is stronger every day.

The world is wide open.

My blog is working.

I am building a new life.

I am learning every day who I am not.

I shall continue writing because it is shaping me.

I am presenting myself to the universe.

For the first time in many years, people are reading my blog and enjoying it, learning from it.

I am jumping.

This is courage.

I am following my path with boldness and grace.

I am beautiful and very talented.

I am in the presence of God at all times.

He wishes only the best for me.

I am a Siddha (one day) 

Sadhaka.

I am building my sadhana.

I enjoy yoga enormously, and I am certain that I will create beauty, success, health, and wealth.

I will become an incarnation of yoga, of joy, of love.

I will share my journey, and I will learn how to do it better and better.

Now, I am building my reputation, my voice.

I am becoming a beacon of light for others.

I am going to shine so bright that eventually, I will disappear and become light.

I will feel into this system and learn as much as I can.

But as of today, it seems that on the material plane, my Kriya Master is Master IMRAM.

I bow to You.

Love grows.

I grow.

The world expands.

You.

Turning karma into Kriya.